Dark Sides and Rants, Something Else

Dark Days

I’m in that point again where everything is hopeless and useless. Some said it’s postpartum depression, I think it’s just “regular” depression. I had these moods and thoughts since grade school. Anyways, posts will be PW protected to avoid bigger issues in the future.

Dark Sides and Rants, Letters For You, Tagalog ba?

For F,

Dahil G na G ka naman kapag pinag-uusapan ka, pa-isa lang. Pare-pareho naman kayong ganyan, deny deny sa una tapos totoo naman pala. Kung meron nga, may magagawa ba kami? Hindi ko ma-gets yung mga babaeng ganyan. Makikipag-jerjeran tapos kapag may nabuo ide-deny. Seriously, hindi nyo ba inisip bago kayo magpagalaw na baka may mabuo sa gagawin nyo? Oo hindi…

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Dark Sides and Rants, Tagalog ba?

Not So Supportive and Why

Alam ko hindi lahat ng tao ay biniyayaan ng supportive na katuwang sa buhay. Actually, bihira na nga makahanap ng supportive na asawa. Yung tipong bibigyan ka ng reality check pero ipu-push ka pa rin na mag-improve sa mga bagay na gusto mong marating. ‘Yung kahit na nada-down ka na kasi parang walang pinapatunguhan yung mga efforts mo, andyan pa…

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Dark Sides and Rants

Dying Before Your Death (Part 1)

Ever heard of someone saying “This thing happen and I just died”?  The thing is, you see, the process of dying while you’re still alive and healthy doesn’t come in an instant. It doesn’t happen as fast as a snap of your fingers.  It is a collection of small seemingly insignificant instances that builds up through days, weeks, months and…

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Dark Sides and Rants

If there’s one thing that I’m proud of, it’s the fact that I don’t cry in wakes or in funerals. Nope, not even during my grandparents’ wake, or when we received the news that they’re already peace. Why? Because at the back of my mind, I know that someday, we’ll meet again in a different place and time. Today, it’s the…

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